diana and i have been together 6 months now and i honestly couldn’t be happier with our relationship . i feel so connected and comfortable with her and i love that. she often talks about our future ,and i honestly see it.
Last night we talked after gazeing at the stars. She told me that i need to get stronger, because we both fear that with the way she is, she will break me down. Because she is so strong, and has such anger issues. We fight alot. But. We ador eachother so much, i have no doubt we can work through anything. But im scared. Im scared i wont be able to get strong enough to handle her attitude and anger. And i know shell see it…and if she dose see that i cant handle it, shell leave me. I wont let that happen .
Im a very sensative person. My girl is the total opposite. Sometimes i wonder how it works between us. And i know that if she didnt love me as much as she dose and vise versa, we probably would have broken up already. We adore eachother. But she really hurts my feelings sometimes. I fear she is not loveing enough for what i need. But i would never leave her, or give up on what we have. I just hope she keeps trying to be more loveing and patient and sweet . As i am trying to become stronger and less codependant.
For reasons i can not disclose. My girlfriend cant tell anyone but close friends that she is seeing me. So when someones asks her, who got you that beautiful ring? She cant say, my girlfriend. I told her today, that i cant wait for those words to come out of her mouth. For her to be able to speak of me to anyone. And she said..”yes baby i know and i promise it will happen”. That made me so happy.
Weve been connecting on so many diffrent lately. And i love it. I feel closer to you than i ever have. Its your birthday tomarrow and i feel so luckyi get to spend it with you.
Not in any special order.
1.Our first date,we went to a beach,and saw the lock ness monster in the water xD
2.she took me to this park that over looked the town,its her special place,her escape.<3
3.Our first movie date (paranormal activity 3) i screamed like a little girl.she held me:)
4.When we went bowling with friends, i sucked.
5.November 12th, we got lost for two hours,driving home from my dads.
6.she took me to this park that over looked the town,its her special place,her escape.<3
7.when She recorded me eating two drops of me most reched hot sauce ever.
8.Going to the city with 2 other couples. Seeing the bean for the first time.
9.The first night we got drunk together,& she asked me to marry her. <3
I am in love with you. You mean absolutly everything to me. I put my heart and soul into this relationship. So when we fight. I worry and cry and get scared out of my mind…because i care. Because loosing you would break me. Your strong and you can push your emotions deep down and put on a strong face. Im sorry baby but i cant do that. I cant sit there and fall asleep knowing that ur mad at me. Because loosing you is not something i take lightly.
i will nothide my teers. I will not put on a strong face. I will not hide my emotions. I fucking love you…i need you to decide if the way i am..is something u can handle, or not.
Yesterday was our three month anniversary. She suprised me by taking me to the city to eat at my favorite reastrant. We went to the park where we had our first date…and talked. She make my day perfect. Three months..and i honestly dont see how i could be any happier than she makes me. I love you diana, i know its real. :)
Your the best girlfriend, friend, and partner that ive ever had. Your loyal and honesr and caring. You make me feel like a women. You make me feel beautiful. Ive been trying to figure out alot of things in my life latley and you have been so…patient and supportive.
You are the most incredible women i have ever met. I wake up every morning next to you…feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. I just wanna say thankyou. Thankyou so much. I love you babygirl.
So, everyone knows im a dyke. Proud of it. But im starting to wonder if im hideing behinde it. I have a wonderful supportive girlfriend. And she wants a women. She wants to spend her life with me. As a women. At this point im confused about my gender..it makes me happy that shes so supportive. :)
