From prince to princess

We celebrated Valentines day last night,went out to dinner<3 woke up and made love and had a great conversation.i am so unbeliveably happy with my relationship. i feel so lucky<3 and, she gave me a giant panda :)

Conflicted out of selfishness

I know there are things you have yet to experience. we never intended to meet our solmates this early in our lives. 

Your feeling caged. like you havent been able to experiance all that life has to offer.Not gonna lie, it hurts. Because i am ready to settle down with you for the rest of my life,i don’t feel like im missing out on asnything but i also have had many more experiances than you, so baby i understand. And im not angry with you.

I know you would never leave me. I know you dont wanto loose me.But A part of me feels like i should let you go and do your own thing cecause i know thats what you want. But what if you have a better time without me than with me… i dont wanna loose you.Im scared out of my mind. 

i love you, i want you to be happy. i wanna keep you all to myself,but im being selfish. i wanna make you happy.

:(

Because of unfortunate circumstances that i can not disclose, there are ALOT of people my girlfriend can not tell about us. Me, being out since i can remember…is hurt by this. Truthfully i support her, but can not fully understand because i have NEVER had to hide me homosexuality to anyone..

I love her with all my heart, theres nothing i wouldnt do for her. Things will get harder,and i must stick by it.

But boy,dose it suck :(

My girl. <3

What is her name? - Diana

What pet name do you like to call her? - Babe,baby,angel, babydoll.

How long have you been together? - 1 year and 2 months

How did you meet? - Plenty of fish.

What do you like the most about her? - No matter what,she is always open and honest with me.

What do you like the least about her? - Her anger problems. When she gets mad,she shuts me out entirely. 

What is the best thing she have ever done for you? -  Shes there for me.everyday. she takes care of me. 

Has she met your parents yet? - yes

What would your kids look like if you had kids? - mexican :D

What is the worst argument you have had? - once i pushed her too talk while shes angry and she blew up at me.

Who asked who out? - She asked me<3.

Do you think you will get married? - No doubt.

Can you see yourself growing old with her? - i really dont wanna get old, it scares me. lol but with her, yeah <3

What is the one thing you would like to change about her? - If i changed her,she wouldnt be the women i love. i do want her to work on her anger, but thats about it. 

What do you think she would like to change about you? - i wouldnt think she would want me a little less clingy. but she tells me that she would not change anything.

What is the first gift she ever bought you? -A Simba and Nala stuffed toy set. when i put they’re noses together they kiss <3

Do you have a favorite song together? - Forever and for always by shania twain. 

Which famous person do you think she look like the most? - she dosent look like anyone els<3

Would you say the two of you are a good match? - i think we were made for eachother. <3

Happy new year.

Im working till four, then picking up my beautiful partner. To go into the new year, not drunk or fucked up with a bunch of people at a party/club. But in her arms, just being us. <3 couldnt be happier.